A Moment in time..

Today, Madelynn turns 6 weeks and 3 days old..The same Age Trinity was when she was Taken from us. This is a SUPER hard time when They hit this age for me. I'm already totally freaked out until They are one. I'm always checking Juliana and Madelynn's breathing while they are sleeping. I'm VERY traumatized after loosing Trinity. I'm still very scared to lose another baby, even if "SIDS" striking twice in one family is rare. I Still can't help but think it could happen again.I know God is in Control of Everything, All we Can do is Pray and hope for the best, That Madelynn will make it past 1 yr Without me loosing my mind. I'm SOO glad this will be my last time stressing this age.


Madelynn is now weighing in probably at 10ish pounds she's chunked up A LOT since coming home from the NICU. She's Just now growing out of Newborn clothes And Diapers. She Smiles now as has since 5 week, which is SOO cute. ( I have yet to get it on Camera yet) She smiles SOOO much at my mom when she comes over. AWW. Madelynn looks SOOOOOO much like Trinity it's insane. Which then means She looks like John. She has my fingers and toes. Everything else is pretty much daddy. Although were not sure whos nose she has just yet. I'm Thinking It's more mine though.